Losing you was the most painful last year.
But I have learned to live with the pain like I used to and like how you know me. But I still get sad thinking of you and your birthday soon. I cannot look forward to our petty quarrels on birthday greetings anymore. I love travelling MORE this time because I can only get closer to you in the clouds. and on mountains too, because there is a refreshing feeling seeing the sky above so clearly I could picture us talking like the old times. I always miss you.